The word that immediately jumped to my mind then, and did again just now, is the word “locked”. Twice we read in this Gospel passage that the disciples were behind “locked doors.” At first, that might seem like an odd or irrelevant detail. We are dealing with the major events of Jesus’s death and apparent resurrection. What does it matter about the doors?
Sometimes, a good storyteller will include a detail which seems insignificant but which is in fact clues us in to what is really going on – and Saint John the Evangelist, the author of our today’s account, was a really good storyteller. By telling us that the doors were locked, what he’s really doing is telling us about the interior dispositions of the disciples. They were afraid, and more than afraid – closed off, shut down, locked away from everything outside of themselves. They were fearful of those who had put Jesus to death, they were fearful perhaps of further betrayal and division among themselves, and they may even have been fearful of Jesus himself – who, if he was risen, would perhaps surely be less than pleased that they had abandoned him in his time of need.
However, as we hear, locked doors are of no concern to the Risen Christ – not the physical doors that he passes through easily, nor the closed off doors of the disciples’ hearts. Twice he breaks through both because he desires to be *with* his disciples. He desires, as we hear, to stand in their midst, to show them his glorious victory, and to communicate to them his peace, a peace stronger than fear and death. The Lord’s peace is accompanied with the presence of the Holy Spirit, that heals and restores the friendship he has with his disciples, and which prepares them to be sent to communicate that same peace to others.
Image of the Divine Mercy (1982) by Robert Skemp |
The peace of Jesus is also the instrument by which he opens the doors to our locked hearts. In one of the most famous images of Divine Mercy, he stands in front of a closed door, as if he has just passed through whatever was keeping him out. The season of Easter is a good time to reflect upon our interior dispositions – our fears, our anxieties, the sources of resentment and hardness of heart – and to pray intentionally for each of those things to be unlocked by the transforming forgiveness of the Risen Christ. Jesus can overcome any obstacle, any barrier that stands between us and him, and often he will break through them in a surprising way to show us the power of his love. And the same time, the Lord would prefer if we willingly open the doors of our hearts, welcoming him with faith and joy. Whatever our fear or anxiety, he urges us to remember those immortal words of Saint John Paul II, “Be not afraid… Open wide the doors to Christ!”
Friends, let’s reflect upon where we can do just that. Let’s ask ourselves, in the joy of this Easter season, “How can Jesus unlock new life for me? Where do I need to hear again his healing words of peace?” May this holy season be a time of renewal in our friendship with him, days of our continuing education in our discipleship, so that the merciful power of the Risen Lord may open wide our doors – to him and to all. “Peace be with you,” he says to each of us. “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”